Silver inside My Head
All alone I walk through land I stepped on
Looking for the cradle of the gusty wind
The wind that accords glee throughout every minds
Until contentment passed through and sing lullabies
After a long time, the patience I earned took me to a palace
The palace was a woman in silver, shining in every corner
Her vision was permanent to every people around her
She was like a glance when I saw her
She was like a glimpse in the air when I saw her
Is it possible for miracles to cross their paths?
Is it true that doubts are gone, and the luck appears?
The breezy air made her know me, made her as my friend
It might not be the flower I’d expect to grow on the rich soil
The bloomy flower of affection, which will someday live in my words
I treated her as the necklace earning every beauty in its pearl
And she made me as her doll, a lifeless creature living at her dreams
How come did she realize the gift I gave her, the humble whistle of lightness?
The silent scream of sorrow?
This was nothing but a word, a thing that exists on people around us
Sometimes I wander at the streets during nighttime looking through the shiny pavements
Staring at the starlight on the dark sky, thinking of her evermore
I know it was only in my mind, the silver was just inside my head
The sounds I made was for myself, and not to her
Although she was blind to see all the sacrifices
There is still hope on me that will someday live
I love her, but it’s the opposite for her, it’s the invert of her heart
Still, I pretend she’s beside me, taking care of me, loving me
But then, it’s not possibly going to happen
In the middle of the night, a gun was straight through my image
A silhouette of a girl, rushing in through the unknown crowd
Through my eyesight, a strike of light, the girl that I admired
The rush of wind covered me, looking towards the gunman
I became shocked; she sacrificed for a single shot right through my chest
She strengthened her power to spare a soul, a beloved soul
The blood was everywhere, her cries were continuous
She said she admire me as well, it reflected on the mirror of my thoughts
The breath that came out from her lips were gibberish to my ears
Until the words passed, “I love you”
I realized that feigning must be over, but she’s gone
The flower I planted was withered, it dried to death
There is no more a palace that shines like silver
There are no more breezes that will fulfill my contentment
You are now buried in death
You are now on your crystalline grave
We loved each other but when the night is over
You are gone; the river’s just a river
The trees are bare and everywhere, the streets are full of strangers
I am learning by myself, her memories will not fade
Her memory will not disappear for my lifetime
You might be a ghost now but I swear this on my life
Time will not run out, seconds will not elapse
The wind will not be a storm, the pavements will not collapse
You will be never forgotten, no longer be dead
As long as I am living, as long as you are the silver inside my head.