Self-conscious Environment
It’s cold this time of year
Bitter fights
White frosted hands
and words
School is tiring
Dull and monotonous
It is warm though
All clanking metal lockers
and heated bodies
Scrabbling, clawing
To get out.
Summer will soon burst forth
Telling signs of brewing freshness
Sunlight clambering along the red gloss
Paint of my home
The days grow longer
and my nails grow short
My nerves are bundled tightly
Knotting in my chest
I have found myself i believe
But will it be enough?
My fingers stained black
With ink and graphite
Spray-paint fumes are my perfume
and
I kill trees for a living.