I'm scared of letting go

I'm scared to be free 

 

What if it's not like 

like what I've dreamed 

 

Pathetic naive 

that's not the least 

 

Come on get out 

get out of me 

 

Nightmares in my sleep 

cold blood when I bleed 

 

Stupid thoughts when I scream 

standing up with tears 

 

Waking up in fear 

fear of those who are near 

 

Threatened or warned it's all so clear 

too exhausted to reappear 

 

Which one of them why's it weird 

weird to think that it's one of my peers 

 

How about I have a premier 

a premier of my past few years 

 

Let me see how you feel 

will you stay or leave 

 

Make me smile hard to believe 

now that I know I'm kind of relived 

 

Maybe one day I'll open my eyes to see

to see the future that has disappeared 

 

Scared to let go 

scared to be free 

 

Learn my lesson 

then come out of the deep