Practice
Voice
"Just sing," they say
But they don't know how much I pray
Each morning and twice every night
For courage to share what's in my mind's light
Voice
One word. Too hard
Each syllable that I write upon a card
For birthdays, 'thank you's', 'how've you been?'
Can't feel the words I want to give
I'm not magic
I can't fake these things
But like my brain's a bell, the letters ring
Voice
It comes so easy to my friends
Their mouths open up and there's no end
To kindness softly flowing,
Leadership boldly showing
The list of people they're impressing growing
Voice
Because my vocals do give out
My writing vague
Heaven help me learn to shout
People wonder if there's worth in here
And though I can't tell you how or why because of fear
My voice is small and new
But growing strong
There's just me and a precious few
Who don't think it's wrong
To keep inside and dig real deep
But I practice now as I fall asleep.