How did I end up all alone?
On this island smiling
Yet we were all on the same ship
Did I get off too quick?
Am I just too advanced?
I just decided to put my life in his hands
Anger, frustration, rage is building up
I hate the feeling of hating but now it’s just too much
Why must I be different?
Why is my cloth not the same?
How did I end up playing a different game?
I just wanted to fit in I just wanted to follow suit
I just wanted it all to stay the same
I wanted to be like everyone else in the group
Yet my love has led me here and now you’re all gone
But a part of me is happy that I’m out here on my own
But what are the consequences of falling in love with my passion
What are the consequences of growing up and hating fashion?
Do I lose the people that I thought had my back?
Or can they just respect the fact that I said I feel different
Can I just tell them the facts?
Can I say I’m not happy living the way they want
How do I explain that?
The friendship that once was strengthening
Is now suffocating
And the pain is excruciating