Our Midden*
You caught me with the tears running down my cheek
And though I tried to blame the cold
My tongue froze up
My words grew old
And I found that I could hardly speak
A bitter wind had chilled my hands
And poured itself across my chest
Despite the night
Its warm delight
I felt a deep unsettling rest
And found no ground on which to stand
The sweeter half dissolved into a bitter shout
Echoing across the streets
Above our heads
Where darkness meets
The fragmenting light the stars above pour out
Methodically you turn to change the scene
With customary scientific calculation
A glance behind
Serves to remind
Me of the average apathetic un-appreciation
That’s turned this little rift into a great ravine
We swagger - sweltered, seemingly unscathed -
But we’re aware of the lies we share
And every single word unsaid
Has burned its mark into my head
The winter sounds of hatred have now our hearts be-swathed
If for redemption we each do long
I see no sight to give me hope
As a moth drawn to the flame
I burn and pine to speak your name
Burnt is the ladder, gone the rope
And all the music gone out of our song
So with Defeat our married name
To relegate us to our shame
We tried our hands at this murd’rous game
This love which none yet can claim
For a heart that’s full is a heart that’s tame
Not battered, broken, bruised, and lame
And though we are, at least we’re the same
The loneliness
Is always less
If you’ve another the share the mess
And so, we shall let it be
“The end, the end,”
We make our plea,
And we shall have it verily,
We shall see, we shall see.
*Midden: from the Scandinavian term for a pile of remains, as in animal bones, refuse, waste, and human byproducts which no longer serve a valuable purpose.