Our Liquid Pain
I asked you, my friend, to meet me at night
And hoped against hope that we'd be alright.
On that day I stopped watching myself fall;
Despite what you think, I remember it all.
I started to speak, but no sound came out.
I felt too weak to tell you about
What I needed to say. I'd been trying for days
To reach out for help, for the hand of a friend,
For hope that I might have a happier end.
Even in darkness, I can't meet your eyes.
We're friends, we share trust, there should be no lies.
I didn't look at you, but at the ground instead.
"I like to draw in silver; it comes out red."
Some clear liquid pain fell out of my eye.
I queried yours then; they begged of me why.
"What made you do it?" you asked with no speech,
"Who hurt you so badly it scarred you so deep?"
The grief I had caused you by so brief a discourse
Contrasted your habit of driving out discord.
The moonlight now shone on your tear-streaked face
Which had always before worn expressions of grace.
You looked at me and I looked at you;
You pulled up your sleeve and said, "I draw, too."