The One Where I Watch My People Die
We dance, merry in a fortunate life
With lights flashing blue and green and red
Our only wish: that this will never end
A sentence without a terminal point
We are young. We are free in this great dance
The songs on our lips a victory cry
And then we hear the first shattering cry
It sounds like someone pleading for their life
We stop but others continue to dance
As the floor floods with some strange, vital red
The tension has sharpened to a fine point
As countless lives begin to find their end
Reality begins to break and bend
They run, mouths twisted with a howling cry
Blood flows free and splatters—not like a point
But a river much like Styx stealing life
Too much sorrow; too much death; too much red
Someone with a gun starts a graveyard dance
Making young tombs fit for a ballroom dance
Our only wish: that this all will just end
Done with guns; done with bodies; done with red
Losing the strength to fight—to even cry
Oh, what an awful, hateful, spiteful life
To let this come to such a fatal point
I wish my words had some purposeful point
But I was made to steal and love and dance
I cannot make or shape or save a life
But how can this blood and gore be the end
How can this end without God’s anguished cry
My brethren and I only see red
Is this for what we were all born and bred
To be filled with bullets, terminal points
To hear a lover’s frightful deathbed cry
As we ascend to join the angels’ dance
This can’t be the end. This won’t be the end
I’ll carry forty-nine souls all my life
Please cherish red roses and this blessed life
Point; laugh; recall those with an early end
Cry and know we continue their lively dance