It was childish...
It was so immature...
I knew it but I didn't really believe when you said you would cut me off forever...

I ruined everything...
I was the problem...
It's crazy how one single action ruins everything...
The consequences?
I was dying but still breathing...
A minute feels like hours and a second, minute...
It was like a parasite eating you from inside...
Slowly destroying your mind...

In one fell swoop, I ruined everything we had...