Okay to not be Okay
I am afraid
Of you?
of course not.
Of me
I am afraid
That I will possess you
and not just caress you.
Who am I to think
That you are mine
And noone elses,
and not just your own piece of art.
I felt it
I am afraid
Because I should not dictate
yet I cannot help it.
You are you and I am me
But I am so consumed
With all of my endless worries
you became my escape.
That doesn't mean I didn't become your trap...
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I am afraid
Because those green eyes
made me fall in the first place...
Yet now I am what makes them weep
I love when they get bright
I love you
so you love me, Right???
"Yeah..." Well then I must never give up!
I am afraid
Please dont't hang out with them
or I'll be upset.
Don't you love me
I am afraid
Because of course you do
and I know it...
Yet I can never except it
So I push you further
And further
into an abyss you should never have felt.
Or maybe I was your darkest lesson
I am afraid
Maybe watching the pain I cause
is my darkest lesson.
I didn't just think it
I felt it
With Frank in the back
that's life.
But I can't except it!
I am afraid
Because finally
you are getting strong.
You are tired of it
I should be running my fingers
Through that brunette hair
feeling your softest neck.
I should just love you
I am afraid
You don't believe me
I know what true love is.
I am just weak
But you are strong
So do us a favor
and break free.
So we can both learn
Don't be afraid... because it's;