I want to grown in a family home

With a full living space

In a kid friendly neighbor

Where the saying love the’ neighbor

Is possible

I want to be surround by nature

And watch seasons change

From my window

I want to listen to Hispanic music

Every morning

With warm tortillas

Served with chorizo

In the restaurant they call Taqueria Hernandez

I want to be awoken at 5am

to work at a job

that my boyfriend gave me so he could keep an eye on me

to watch my every move

I want my parents to understand that I 

dont need a man to protect me and take care of me

I want to stop being reminded of my past decsions 

and how they haunt me every hour of the day

I want to stop being controlled and told what to do

from my parents and my boyfriend

I want to have my own independent rights

and have my own choice 

Instead of following orders 

like a toy

I want have my old boyfriend back

where I didnt have to earn trust

and kept like prisoner in my dorm room

I want him to return to his old sweet self

instead of this navy beast 

that uses apologizes and gifts 

to his advantage so i wouldnt leave

I want to be back home 

and sit on this swing 

and have the wind lighty brush my hair out of my face.

That is my home

Of Mckinney Texas