To My Beloved Mother (Inspired by Dearly Beloved and the pains of slavery)
You called me beloved
Yet you were so irrational
Mama you can’t handle it
Them dogs who be so watchful
Mama why you give yourself up so easily?
Can’t you see you getting played
So abruptly
Girl, You shoved death in my face
Thought you were an ace
Schemed good
Figured death would save me
from the chains of slavery
Baby girl, that’s wrong
It takes more than the Navy,
but bravery to save us from
this history of painful mysteries (Reference to Slavery)
You looked at me stunned
then you went
“OOHHHHH”
Baby no girl
I’m gonna make yo’ life living hell (Chorus)
Because I love you oh so well (Chorus)
I’mma pounce on the guy whom you love so much
So he’s out of yo’ life
Now it’s just me you
Even Sister
but I’mma make her very bitter
She took the milk away from my body (She took my life)
Thinking she be somebody
Greedy dog, dog, dog, dog, dog
What a hog, hog, hog, hog,
Imma make her suffer
Though yo mama taught you this (You must know?)
Which you never really took for granted (Never will)
Imma make yo’ life living hell (Give you back your pain)
Call a record in the books (Suffer like no other)
So you can understand the pain
when I fell (Chorus) (I had a life before me, you destroyed it.)
Damn girl, you slit my throat (You’re my mother, why?)
I bled a mile wide
Did you think I wouldn’t croak? (Revenge is sweet)
Oh hell no
You got it wrong and all raw
Sure as hell
Slavery may as be well
Ruined your lives, But don’t run
Don’t be fighting that fight alone
Think you got me blown?
It gets you nowhere
Sure you may love me
and I to you, so much I could kill you (Obsession)
But in conclusion baby,
Change ain’t gonna happen
Cause If it were,
I wouldn’t be rapping
“ohhhh”
did that hurt mama yo?
Cause I hope it did,
for I feel the pain (That you inflicted on me)
Big girl, Fight me (Like a real man)