A message to my Lonliness
Soon will come a day
A day in which my life begins
The beginning of my time
where my clock finally tics
Waiting inside this darkness
I met you
You camoflauged and kept yourself hidden
well amongst friendship and companions
You were way too sly
A fox if ever you had a true form
You played on my strong desires
And nestled into my beliefs of belonging
I thought I knew you
Though you knew me more than I knew myself
Enticed me with your secondhand love
I guess anything can be great with nothing to compare
Though I know that day will soon come
One when the light illuminates your sinister form
Where your camileon cloak wears off
and I catch you like a deer in the headlights...
So here's to you
that tight feeling I get that follows "I love you"
The uneasy scratch I get on my left hand
Tells me of my future loss
It was great while it lasted
this relationship we had
But that day will come when we must part
For you are a constant reminder...