It wasn't the way in which HE tortured ME with hope,

nor was it the words HE said that angered me.

HE was so ignorant,

knew nothing of the loss I was fighting to endure.

HE had not seen my pain.

HE shared nothing.

HE knew nothing.

HE felt nothing.

Then the realization grabbed my mind in a tight grip,

I tried my hardest in this moment not to cripple...

I was not enough.

HE let go of ME.

My thoughts scrambled,

seared by every word HE said.

10 months...

I fought the battle of the broken heart HE casued ME.

HE asked ME,

why? why? why do you forgive me for hurting you....

I then mumbled so very soflty...

Because I love you.