It's easier to be lost then found.
I've been alone for so long,
I forget how to interact with others,
I feel wrong.
With all my attempts i wonder if I'll ever stop trying to be seen.
If I'll ever let myself fade into the forgotten.
Every time i go through the what ifs
My brain always says
" if you fuck up and fail no one well know, stay hidden, stay lost."
But my heart always says
" let your ambition drive you, if you get knocked down get the hell up and try again. Show courage, strength, show strategy, be found, be you."
Learning to let fear not hold me back
Learning not to follow my brain but my heart instead.
Learning who I am.
Even if i do fail at least i tried, at least i was found.