I thought it was a dream, I thought it wasn't real       

But pain really hurts and its really how I feel

Memories keep coming back, and so do all of the tears

I hear your voice,and as quick as the smile came, it quickly disappears  

don't know what is happening, because you always held my hand             

You said you would never let go, that is what I don't understand           

So many promises you made, and more of them broken     

Lost and confused    , feels like I'm choking     

A lot of things I did not say ,Now I can't find my way            

I feel like a boomerang,  you throw me but not only that         

Every time you throw me,    I always seem to come back    

Back to you, back to pain  

Nothing has changed your still the same        

I can not start over because I don't know where to start      

I guess that is what happens when someone breaks your heart          

  If we are suppose to follow our dreams, why can't I follow you     

Because now I am so lost,  I wish you were lost without me to