Don't know where I'm at
Can't see where I'm going
Nothing seems clear anymore and
I'm losing my faith
Hope is gone
Defeat staring in my face
I'm scared
I pray
I don't have the words to say what's infusing my body
Or the knowledge of what's hindering my brain
So I just ask
Ask for guidance
I'm tired of sitting
With my pitty waiting for a miracle to find us
The past is haunting me
Bags under my eyes
My reflections taunting me
When i look in the mirror
I no longer see myself
Its a forced image that's there to satisfy my mind
I can't find a peice of me inside
I'm blind
Too much stress in the open
So I choose to hide
I don't have the passion
The fire is gone
And there's no more matches
Cracks gone
So now now I'm scratchin
I need my addiction
In order to keep living
But it itself is dead.
How do I go on
With no strength to fight
With no hope
No sight
Why is it I feel alone when others are in the room
Why is it that tears constantly make my face their home
I cry myself to sleep
Wake up eyes are swollen
I can barely see
I won't make it
I can't do it.
I'm not the girl I was before
And this proves it.