Labyrinth of Mirrors
Location
Insatiably stalked by haunting perceptions
Mental insecurities cause collections of indiscretions
Bleak emotions are psychological assassins
Haunting every movement; breaking me to fractions
Everywhere I look, I detest my reflection
An infection; leading me in a detrimental direction
Staring at me, stabbing me with piercing eyes
Judging me, determined to drown me in lies
Covering up regretful circumstances that mock me
Clawing from inside of my heart to block me
From any escape, to bury me under the weight
Of self-consciousness and ominous self-hate
Fabricated tape constricts my ability to speak
Because I’m trying to escape but the mind is weak
My mind is distorted and contorted into a disaster-piece
Every where I turn, this person I hate is after me
I try to smash the mirrors, but the glass cuts me deeper
If this is a nightmare, I cannot wake up, I am a heavy sleeper
I am broken and choking no hoping is open
So much difficulty coping, if pain is a drug, I am overdosing
Around every corner a former portrait of me withers
My heart grows cold and my body shivers
The grasp of regret tries to snap my sense of purpose
Beneath the surface I feel worthless and unearth this
Curse that’s suffocating me with its virulent fangs
As I progress down the possessed halls, my tension hangs
Shattering salvation cannot save me from corruption
And every time that I seek help, I bleed from disruption
I hate myself and I face my hell as asphyxiation nears
Because I’m lost in illusions in this labyrinth of mirrors