should I be angry at you

angry because you hardly hugged me

because you raised your voice

bcause you never posted pictures of me but you do it for her

because you made me cry

because you pretended to love me

because you left me for another girl

Or should I be missing you

because you were always there

because you were my first for a lot of things

because you watched me grow up

because you looked past the scars

I don't know if I should love you or hate you

you were my everything

but what was I to you?