When I get up in the mornings 

I don't want to die anymore.

I don't get up and think that I am ugly.

I eat on a regualr basis.

I have friends.

I wake up and I am happy.

I am the person I want to be.

I realzied that if I did kill myself 

I wouldn't get to have a future.

I didn't get to meet my future husband or wife. 

I didn't get to graduate.

I didn't get to be happy,

I can now say that I am happy.

I still have times where the past creeps in, but 

I handle it very well with hope and faith in my life and future now.

I can proudly say 

"I am happy and alive."