it was only this one time
he looked me in the eyes and
told me please don't cry
"it was only this one time
i'd never re-commit this crime"
it's been three years since
still every time i hear his name, i wince
i've learned what real love is since then
to describe, i can't even begin
no more hurtful words
no more scared of being hurt
no more being overwhelmed with anxiety
no more hiding from society
i thought he really loved me
because he swore it was one time only
but it kept happening again and again
until it finally came to an end
and then i found you
and you loved me through
all my sorrow and pain
you made me realize i could love again
i gave you a list of reasons why you should go
but you persisted and helped me grow
then you re-taught my heart to sing
and to top it all off you gave me this ring