I'm Sorry
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Didn't think I'd feel pain like this again.
And I know it's happening
'Cause everyone's congratulating
the pain that I can put to song.
Was it worth it?
I don't know,
Wanted so hard
to be his girl
But neither want to fix mistakes
don't know how
he could think
I'd go wandering
When I'm hurting
More than I ever have before.
He is my breath
so now I'm drowning,
Is my joy,
so now I'm crying
He is my life,
so now I'm dying.
But the only words in my head,
must be said:
Lose me in your pocket on a warm summer day,
Hold me close so I can feel safe
Breathing deep, together
Finding sleep, forever
I don't know when I put on a uniform
But somehow I became a soldier,
'Cause every time I tried to say how I felt
He was ready to start another world war.
Then he asks me,
his feelings true
Will I be with another?
There will forever only be you.
Could've taken a shotgun
to any part you choose,
nothing could do the damage
that those words could do.
But the words in my head,
still must be said:
Lose me in your pocket on a warm summer day,
Hold me close so I can feel safe,
Breathing deep, together
Finding sleep, forever.
And I know I broke
A part of his soul
When I said I needed time,
To think about it all.
So I'll merge two songs
to tell my heart
it doesn't belong to me anymore,
but it's a start.
I kept this hidden for the next war,
I know you craved it, here's your second song.
I crawl to you
When they make me crumble
With words, with truth
I crawl to you,
Don't know what else to do,
I'll crawl to you.
Lately it seems
my words twist and turn,
and they lose all the meaning
of the wisdom I've learned.
When emotions are surpressed
There's a monster inside
Sctratchng and clawing
to take back my light.
Don't know the reasons why,
Can't explain what I do
But I'll crawl to you.
Some words repeat in my restless dreams,
Early comes morning, with your new beginning.
So I crawl to you
When I'm afraid I'll lose it all
I crawl to you
'Cause it's warm, and it's safe,
Take away all the pain
I crawl to you
Can't explain but it's true
I crawl to you.
Short and sweet
I made it be
Because with three words
into my soul, you see.
So here's the first,
just the bit,
To remember what started
All of it.
Lose me in your pocket on a warm summer day
Hold me close so I can feel safe
Breathing deep, together
Finding sleep, fovever.
I don't know when
I became a soldier
But I quit,
Let's breathe together.