I Guess it Never Mattered

“Why are you upset?

Why are you so angry?”

You never treat me fairly

Or kindly for that matter

Oh great I’m fu***** crying

I hate you for that matter

My rooms a mess?

Yeah I’m a mess!

It’s like I never matter

A part of me just wishes I could turn off all these feelings

A big part of my feelings aren’t anger just confusion

Why are you so rude to me?

I thought I was your daughter

As for you my sweet dear sister

You’re so quick to use your words

Your sharp tongue hurt me many times

And stabbed my heart so coldly

I thought you loved me

I sure loved you

Guess my feelings didn’t matter

At times you were so kind to me

I guess that doesn’t matter

In the end it never matters

This poem is about: 
Me
My family

Comments

Adventure_cat

This poem is intense I know, I'm sorry, I got really upset today and needed an outlet, in the end it helped thankfully, let me know how some of your days went :3

- Adventure_cat

p0et8

I am glad someone else understands this too

Adventure_cat

<3

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