Why do I do such hurtful things..

My mind, body & soul are just in separate places

I feel I'm not where I'm suppose to be

Why do I make you cry?

I wanna cry

I wanna hurt myself when I see you cry

I do hurt myself..

Well I mean it took sometime

To love you 

To feel what you feel towards me

You do so many things

For me

Do you really love me?

How do you feel?

Can I feel that..

Am I feeling that now?

When you're not here I feel lonely

I feel something in my chest

A little hard to breathe

I'm sorry

I wanna cry.. there's people around me

Who cares 

Cry

Let it out

Why do I hurt you so bad..

Your still here

Still here

Still here..