I feel exhaustion.
I feel broken
I feel lost and im still hoping
That I can get out of this whole Im in
Filling to the brim with water within
Im crying out and no one can see
That underneath there is a girl
Screaming for her life as she smiles
And gestures that she is alright.
I can’t handle it anymore
All of this fear and stress is shaking me to the core.
My hands start to shake and there is nowhere to go
Why is it that I feel so low?
I cant figure it out its tearing me down
And all I can do is wait till it ends
Praying for someone to make amends.
I’m lazy and I feel sick.
And there is nothing left but a wick
Of the candle that is my soul
Its slowly fading and its near the end and this is something I cannot tend
So why am I feeling this trend? Going back and forth everytime and again?
I guess there are holes in my brain that cannot be filled
By something or someone which give me the will
To be happy, to be sad to feel anything anymore
Anything that can make me see
What it feels like to mean something in this world
Until them I’ll remain in this pit in a curl