My raging heart was tortured by my demented flesh
Temptations tried to eat my soul for evil
I was trapped in sin with no more rest
For a moment, I believed there was no Healer
Left and right I'd search for a cure
A cure for my never ending sorrow and pain
My hope was at loss for I thought my time was due
My grace and spirit were about to drain
My fleshly desires imprisoned me in my own accord
Punished myself for I didn't know my Rescuer
But then the mighty Creator whispered,
"The Lord is your shepherd."
For a long time, I ignored the Voice
Let myself believe that there's exit no more
Let myself believe that I had no choice
Afraid of what the evil had in store
I was binded in lust and greed
Fed the drooling wolf in me
I declared, "Tomorrow, I shall change."
I woke up and realized I was still the same
Once again, my Savior tried to rescue me
Introduced me to His Kingdom for my sake
And once again I turned my blind eye
Treated every Holy thing as fake
"I am with you."
I'd hear His voice at the back of my mind.
"I will save you."
The voice I chose to decline
The devil drove me away from God
But God loved me so much that He continued chasing me
A love so great, you'd think He'd give up
But for my sake, He fought the Devil and carried me
Then the moment came when God used an instrument
A man of God who's not ashamed of the Word
God used him to bring me back to His Kingdom
Up to this day, that moment seems like a blur
For many times, the Lord tried to save me
For many times, I tried denying Him
But His love for me is so great that He never stopped
Now my love for Him is so great, that I'll rely on Him
There is no turning back
One's love for the Lord should be made of pure honesty and admiration
He will fill me of what I lack
I am Heaven's dependent, Jesus is my inspiration
Now I am not ashamed of His Word
For the Lord said, "Ask and you shall receive."
I learned how to trust Him with my life
For God will never fail me
Winning or losing is not the purpose of this piece
But it's sharing that everyone has ups and downs
If you let yourself hear His voice
Then He'll definitely raise you and live in peace.