Happy Birthday
I thought of you today
in the midst of fog and haze
and though I try to forget your name,
I thought of you today.
It's like this every year
and a change is not so near
I can't help but wander to your heart,
It's like this every year.
Today's a thing we share
and I know you do not care
but I'm losing you bit by bit,
Today's a thing we share.
When will I see you again?
I hope it's before the end
but still I can't reach out to you,
When will I see you again?
My memories of you are starting to go
with each thought of you lined in a row
my hatred shoots them down one-by-one,
As my head starts to fill with sorrow.
That's all that I can say
on this very special birthday
a terrible gift to you, Dad,
That's all that I can say.