Grown but Still Growing
So ignorant and young
To not know the truth of it all
That things once pieced together
Could fall apart
Not easily mended
Things would be broken unintended
Wishful thinking will not solve anything
You’re grown now
Do it on your own
Money, money, money you get it, it’s gone
You get it, it’s gone
I try my hardest,
I don’t think it’s enough
A never-ending list of stuff
Exhausted
Mentally more than anything
Something to be ashamed of
Comparing always
No one told you that what you dreamed of
Could easily be put to sleep
Hopes and wished not easily achieved
Looking but not seeing
Inhaling but not breathing
Maybe one day
As distant as it seems
Closer than yesterday
Finding value in the small things
I’ve gotten older
I’ve grown quite a bit
I reflect on my goals
When I have time to sit
I’ll always have fond memories
Of when I didn’t know