Good Enough
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Am I good enough? You ask.
Tears streaming down
Needing acceptance
Wanting love
Feeling raw and empty
As you feel scars open
The past breaks through
Regret cuts you like a knife
Fear fills your veins
Am I good enough? You ask.
Standing in the sidelines
Walking in a crowd
Having no voice
Paranoia shoots through
Everyone is looking at you
Am I good enough? You ask.
Rearrange your life
Fit in the right timeline
Search for happiness
That you can't even see
Am I good enough? You ask.
That laughter chills your blood
Your breath becomes shallow
Forgetting what you need
Dreaming of peace
You hold your breath
Am I good enough? You ask.
Hatred fills your being
Yet you won't harm a fly
You scream needing a place to hide
Am I good enough? You ask.
Holding it all inside
Be a good little girl run and hide
Am I good enough yet? You ask.
The question becoming dyer
You don't want to say goodbye
But what's left of you
You gave it your all
...
Why am I not good enough? You ask.
The question changing
Rage fills your soul
Anger that you aren't right
You're not better
Hating the fact that they'll never want you
I want to be good enough. You say.
Forget their words
Forget the blame
Forget their laughter
Forget them all
You'll never be perfect
But you'll be you
And that's good enough.