My head

Inside is dead


My life

Can't stop this strife


My youth

Is traveling on


And where am I?

I would say gone

But gone is too long

To let go of 

All that belongs to me


My ex

I still love him


My sister

I miss her


My life

I don't understand it


But I won't be gone

Because I can't let go

Of all I believe in


Even if it's wrong

Even if it hurts

Even if I feel like

I'm slowly dying


I must go on

I need to show them

That I can be someone

Someone who won't let gone take her away


I can be more than gone


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