Forget my Happiness
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I'm enveloped in the black abyss of nothingness,
I can see everyone else up on the surface but I'm still stuck below,
here alone, I can see everyone is trying to help me out,
they call my name with an honest smile and hold out their hands,
but I see no hope or purpose, for I am used to this...so called loneliness,
Can I go to the clear happy surface? I want their help and I want to escape,
just to...just to for once feel accepted, yet I feel as if it will all be in vain,
in the end they can't help me, I'm not a fellow human, why should they help me?
I can kill them without remorse! I am apathetic, hence I hold no bonds with humans,
they're so simple minded, I can see right through them,
as if they're just hollow glass figures, I even feel as if I'm far more superior,
alas I don't deserve to be saved. In the end being a psychopath amoungst others,
is a burden I bear alone.