all these colors

rushing up to greet me

all these ups and downs

adrenaline running

all these beautiful voices

surround me

exceat for one

thats in my head that's in my heart

thats in my soul that's in my mind

its almost impossible to ignore

how he is the first

the first guy

that is perfect for me

he's himself

he's smart

cool

kind

sweet

full of life

anything but dull

hilarious

weird in a good way

every I could wish for

yet he's the first

and I'm confused

and I don't know what to do

i will let God guide

my path that I'll walk 

and journey

through mountains and rivers

just to try and make my first

happen.