I hate that I have these feelings for you

like why do I feel this way? 

I don't want these feelings to stay

It's just a never ending cycle of love and hate

I want you tell me you love me befores its too late

I've had crushes before but never one like this.

It just makes me so pissed,

that you don't feel the same way I do

I love the way you smile and say hi

to me

but that isn't enough anymore

I want to be strong

I want to be tough,

but if you don't feel the same way I do, I....I just don't

what I'll do.

I'll just look like a fool

But I know if that happens

if you say you don't feel the same way

I do

I know these feelings will brake

and my heart will ache,

but it will have to happen and I'm ready for it

these feelings need to go away its driving me insane like a

train on a never ending cycle of fate.

Having a crush makes you go crazy

and sometimes lazy

its the best and worst thing

but if you end up loving me and

I don't love you

I'm just going to say

"You should have put a ring on it" 



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