Epilepsy
Location
Alas, I am sitting in class,
Stressed for the upcoming test.
Afraid I am unprepared to pass,
My heart pounds in my chest.
Then a sensation so awkward
Like dead weight; Like dead weight.
I fall back leaning forward
If only I could think—
Darkness.
Chair. Teacher. Tissues. Wet.
“Can your name? What is hear me?”
I don’t remember what those words meant.
Is this reality?
Their worried eyes feel impatient,
So I try to respond.
Words and thoughts garble, in need of translation.
What I think and say cannot correspond.
Even as my symptoms subside,
My mind and body are drained.
Unwilling to hide, I take the next stride,
Back to my seat unashamed.