can't think.
        alone in a crowded room.
    [logically inconsistent]
      a Ginsberg-complex, but I remain the least mind of my generation.
    still [stark]
    still [raving]
    still [mad].
can't                breathe
        pushing,
    pulling,
            pause.

     I'm happy,
  [depressed];
    and I'm loud
     [quiet].
            Alike minds think great,
    or something like that.
                [opus] magnum?
        unlikely.
            Pandora's box;
    open [madness]
        and I'm crowded in an alone room.