Death By Mine Own Hand
I am a sickness
I am a sickness that will never leave you
I am at the back of your mind
I will cause you sleepless nights
I am just a mistake away
I am what will give you ease
Just sleep with me and you will see
I am a sickness
Don't you see?
I am your only friend
I'll be with you until the end
Just one slit
Or maybe two
One at your wrist
Another at your neck
You didn't know it to be a bloody mess?
Just sit back
And watch me work
I garentee this won't hurt
Don't you worry
No one cares
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I may have lied
For I am a sickness
Just a Disease
I poisoned you
and now you are mine
Just give it a little time
You want to go back?
Oh no
you signed a contract with me
See death is final
Its just you and me
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You didn't know?
But yes you did!
Like you said
"you couldn't deal with life ahead"
I am your sickness
I am your disease!
I am the saddness you caused all those souls
And just so you know
I'm in your sister too!
Don't you know?
She now struggles with me too!
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I am appauled
that was rude to say!
I am no liar
You knew the rules
One trip with me
And you flew the coop
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I am done here
I'll leave you be
You are not something I can be
Move on and leave me alone!
It was your fault not mine
I just gave life to the ideas you had in mind.
so, so long!
I am gone
I cannot follow you once our contract is done.