The Cloud
In 2016
A cloud of depression hovered over me
I felt hopeless
And angry and empty
Why couldn't I just be happy?
I have a great life
And a loving family
Caring friends and many talents
What was wrong with me?
I could be triggered in an instant
If I got mad or something went wrong
When things didn't go my way
I wanted to hide
Or sometimes die
But I persevered
I held onto my faith
I finally adressed my weakness
I admitted I needed help
I got a few pills
I began sharing my feelings
Things slowly got better
And I felt happy again
The cloud disappeared
And the sun began to shine
I was back to normal
I felt like myself again
Although I am better
For the most part
Every now and then
The cloud returns
But I don't let it control me
I know how to cope
I am strong
And depression doesn't own me