Best friends become strangers

While everything I treasured

Was thrown away

Sweet dreams

Turn into restless nights

Because I'm haunted by thoughts of

"Maybe I should've"

"Maybe I could've"

"Why," and 

"What if"

What once was

May never be again,

And my happiest memories

Created my deepest scars.

So, as my worst nightmares come to life

And my deepest fears become reality

I live and wait

In anticipation

And dread

Knowing the worst part

Is yet to come.