In between all the thoughts and the profits

 

I’d held on to that mistaken cause but

 

They're wanting the family flawless

 

Yeah, they've just been ready tonight

 

Mom and dad just won't stop it

Telling me you better not cross it

The words break through my walls, catastrophic

Yeah here comes another fight

 

I wish I could tell them all my fears

 

But I can't talk through these tears

 

They can't understand what I'm saying

 

So I keep praying

 

Please lord just let them understand

 

I dont want to have to keep the score firsthand

 

I want to have it with no pain and they know what i would do but

 

I’d give anything to have things be regular

 

No swears, no tears, and influence from the beers

 

How hard it would be to have a life with a bit more color

 

Wish there’s a way they were faking

 

and that it just a game they were playing

 

Or that i could just forget what they were saying

 

Throw away the scorecard

 

All we need to do is discard and move on

 

No need to be on guard

 

Just turn off all the hurt

 

 

Please lord just let them understand

 

I don’t want to have to keep the score firsthand

 

I want to have it with no pain and they know what i would do but

 

I’d give anything to have things be regular

 

No swears, no tears, no influence from the beers

 

How hard would it be to have a life with a bit more color   

 

Oh i wish it didnt make me want to cry

 

I wish that they didnt make me have to decide

 

Oh i wish it didnt break me inside

 

 

Just a bit more color