Being Shoved Back Undercover
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I’m happy with who I am,
but you’re not.
You constantly try to change me,
but I don’t like who you are either.
I am proud of myself,
but you can’t stand who I’ve become.
Maybe it’s just a phase,
Maybe it’s gonna be this way for a while.
I feel like I just came out of the closet,
and you’re shoving me back in.
It’s not right,
I am perfectly fine in my own skin.
Stop pushing me to be like you.
Can’t you see it’s hurting me?
What am I supposed to do?
I won’t pretend to be someone else
to make you smile for a second.
I’ll be miserable and you won’t like that either.
I scream and cry,
you just sigh.
I say I’m not happy and you say
“just be yourself,”
but I can’t!
As soon as I do,
it’s right back into the dark room.
I know what you’re expecting me to do,
but I will never change for you.
Never.