Addicted to organization 

through words, throughout your thoughts 

Addicted " to a certain kind of sadness" 

within your fears and your doubts 

Addicted to the words that bring you up 

whether it be through their love or their attention

Everyone struggles with an addictive memory, or an addictive sense of emotion 

That prompts us to rationalize that we are all better off alone with our addictions and our fears.