Bullied by me
Punched, Kicked, and Bruised.
No, they had never put a hand to me
But their words were like balled fists waiting outside for me after school
Balled fists that told me to be ready for a beating at 3 o'clock
Balled fists that hit me in the stomach and made me spit up blood
Balled fists that made purple bruises on my body for weeks.
Those painful words never seemed to leave my stupid head
For weeks they screamed at me
The repetition of those words ran through my body and took a hit at my confidence.
But later my confidence became conscious again and fought back
It wouldn't just be left for dead
Because my body knew that I deserved to be confident.
And my confidence knew that those hateful words that they had spoken weren't true.
See my confidence was smarter than me,
Cause I took all those words to heart and let them define me.
Then my heart became polluted with dislike
My confidence kept trying to tell my heart I was beautiful but it wouldn't listen.
But one day it decided to let my confidence in
And they had a good talk
And somehow they decided to agree
They agreed to call me beautiful and I agreed to believe it.
And now I don't have to wear a jacket to cover up the scars they had given me
Now I can get up in class to throw away my trash without fear of someone mumbling and cackling when they speak of me.
See now confidence has taken over me
And those bullies who imprisoned me took the handcuffs off and set me free.