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I am falling in love
Might be losin' control
Slowly fallin'
Who gonna save me now
I told him I am easily broken-hearted
I hope this lasts for a little while
I might lose myself
I don't know if
I'm anxious
or depressed
or suicidal
or really if I even exist.
All I know is
nothing seems real
and all I can feel
is the absolute lack of feeling.
Bewildered by your smile
Ready to fall at any time
Opened up and let you in
Kept you sheltered from the storm.
Everything came to a stop
Skin is splotchy from lack of nutrition
Dark crevices beneath my eyes from restless nights
Hands shacking from loss of stability
Eyes sparkless due to a runaway soul
Mind caged no longer able to feel
The hurt, the agony, the pain, the betrayal, the lies, the broken promises, the assumptions, the hatred, the run arounds, the tears, the wounds, the scars, the dark, the pain, those dangerous thoughts, the nights alone, the days of torment, the
Heartbreak is something I cannot take.
I fly just to fall,
Crashing and burning.
I've smiled this smile for to long,
I'm starting to believe somethings truly wrong.
Your love was a lie
Crystal rose,
You reflect light so beautifully,
But how does it feel to have petals of stone and not of felt?
To hold no fragrance,
To not sway melodically in the winds’ breeze,
To only be a sturdy copy?
Pills, weed, drinks and me
Introduced to the devil we danced for a life time
Constantly feeding me pain, sarrow and deppression
As if all my wounds were healed
All my suffering was gone