Have you ever heard the saying " The first person you think about when you wake up,
And the last person you think about before you fall asleep at night,
Is either the cause of your pain or your happiness."?
That's how you make me think
When I wake up I think of you first
Before I go to sleep I think of you last.
These thoughts motivate me to wake up everyday
Since you are gone now,
I awake feeling morose,
And yet I'm motivated to walk through those school gates.
Since you are gone,
That makes me want to get closer to you faster
Each and everyday.
You make me feel an abundance of emotions throughout my days,
With you being gone
But yet, I still never want you gone forever.
You are one of my main motivations to accomplish my goals
You stopped the vicious cycle of my self-destruction
It was always you.
I greet the day with a smile
Because I am the reminded that
Each day I wake up is a day closer to graduation
Which also means,
A day closer to you.
To see your smile
Feel your heartbeat against mine once we embrace again
You're why I wake up
The closer I get to you
Gives me that extra push
You are my smile.