mind was foggy, unclear, filled, unrelentess

looked around, saw and did not see

realized what was feeling

did not know but felt empty

 

Looked around, looked within

found GOD found me

found ambition 

found truth

the mentality

greatness was a reach away

strove fought lived

life was good

 

 

self doubt self hate 

crept

lurked

fillled the mentality

corrupted

 

lost the confidence 

no more stregnth

no more visons

only me 

 

i became lost

digging and shifting out the hole 

leaving pleading