I try to control myself

But the temptations are hard

My thoughts are to strong

My mind is long gone

I try to control myself

But not when everyones there

My eyes see all wrong 

My appearence seems off

I try to control myslef

But this is too hard

My head is too hot

My wishes are wrong

I try to control myslef 

But its gone to far

My image is lost

My whole will is lost