Some long time ago

I stopped loving myself

I stopped believing in my self

I stopped Listening to my self

Not that I wanted to

but because i was persuaded by the world

I started Loving the world

I started believing everything the World told me

I started listening taking heed to the world

I have realized not so long ago

That the world is a messed up place

The world is  a judgemental , steriotypical , indescisive , upleaseant  place

but me being who I am I still did everything I was doing before Listening , Believinig 

  Loving  and besides what I already knew was true

I still tried to Please the World and what it wanted me to be

hearing all the harsh words full of Racism , Prejudice and Hurt

How one minute eveyone will Love you and one little mistake or as soon as you start

being diffrent people will turn  on you faster than they can say they love you .

  Im diffrent in High school I would have been known as a Social disaster 

Im no Beyonce or no Marilyn Monroe Im just ME

I write to tell the World that all though Im not its definition of Beautiiful

I have learned that Im Beautiful just the way  I am and one day someone like me will

be aprreciated and respected ..

   I write so everyone will know that not everyones beauty is  externally obvious

     but it is and  always will be  internally Exalted and shall always be what really matters