Who am I?

I am the girl continuously smiling,

The one who's "jaunty".

The girl with the letter-perfect life,

consistently doing what is envisioned.


        Who's the REAL me?

I am the girl who's petrified of people,

Uncertain of her destiny.

The girl who cries at night,

Has lost more than anyone can envision.


           So tell me,

           Who am I?