What You Want Isn't Necessarily What you Need
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"So What?" you say.
"I don't care about what you want.
We don't need you. You're not qualified. "
I wanted to be in your class.
How could you turn me away?
I worked so hard!
Others keep saying
that they're there because it's
"an easy class"
They don't deserve it,
I think to myself
I look away from you
I'll glance back at times
Wishing you had chosen me.
I've cried my eyes out
I've hated you
but deep down
I know I shouldn't.
You would have won.
But you've shown me how to explore.
To explore the true meaning
of what the phrase
"when one door slams in your face,
another one opens"
I've learned that I love being free
Free from your stare
Free from what you think of me
I'm glad to explore
I'm absolutely free
I don't need you to tell me
What I can or can't do
I'm free.
I'm free to find other doors, windows
and gateways
to a place that will accept me
For who I am.
I won't look back.
Just towards the future.
Let me show you
What I can do.
Who I am
Who I can become
and who else I can
lead away from you
I'll lead them towards freedom,
the freedom to do what they want
even if you don't want them.
They'll be who they are.
Not who you want them to be.
And I'll be me.