Yelling is all that I hear

Telling me that I am not worth the time 

Selfish, stupid, and lazy

Trying to be who I am not

Attempting to find the one I'm supposed to be

Overall falling, falling, and letting them down

Letting go of a destructive love

Oh, how I wish it wasn't so 

I've thought of what if I disappear 

To go off and hide in this world

Would they take the time to realise their doings

Realise that there is so much pressure that one child could withstand 

I take it in, and it makes me doubtful

Of my true worth

AM I worthy.........or not?